Saturday, 7 December 2019

Telling me how I should feel when you do not know my pain...

The Issue of sickle cell disease has been one on my mind for many years. One of the reasons is mainly because I suffer from SCD myself. I have had many people say to me, Oh, you do not look like a sickle cell patient..; I believe that's just due to God's infinite grace (as well as my inherent good looks, of course).

So I am not going to go into the description, definition and analysis of what the condition is, there are many journals out there that have done a much better job than I could ever achieve.

What I can do though is bust a few myths:

Myth #1 - Sickle cell patients do not survive past the age of 25. Okay, this is a difficult one. I know of people who died quite young as a result of complications due to the condition when they went into crisis. My mother used to take me to the Sickle Cell Clinic in Korle Bu General Teaching Hospital for my routine check-ups (anybody know Mr Lamptey, the then Clinic administrator?). There, I met a young girl my age whose mother was my mum's school mate. We used to meet at these clinics and there were often shy 'hellos' followed by long, meaningful silences. When we got to Secondary Form 3, Nadine died suddenly from complications from having her menstrual cycle. That was what I was led to believe anyway. Following that, in 1980, a couple of school mates died from complications as well as a cousin.

My father, however, lived to be 82. I am now… maturing, so the age thing is not really true. There are various forms of the disease and those with SS strain are more likely to succumb at an earlier age than those with SC. But the “dead at 25 is (was) a generalisation that many have wrongly made.

Myth #2 – All sickle cell patients need regular blood transfusions. Not all, some do, but when in crisis, what I need most are fluids. My treatment really is saline fluids by intravenous transfusion. Some strong pain killers too, but sadly, I have had to justify  this to my local A&E on many occasions. Since Whipps Cross Hospital seemed to have dome away with the crisis pathway for Sickle cell patients, there seems to have been nothing but continual arguments with medical professionals. Some “experts” have even suggested that I try alternative treatments like the use of stability balls to relieve the discomfort.

One thing I do is drink a lot of water, as much as I can manage (depending on the availability of toilet facilities).

Myth #3 – The regular use of strong pain killers will turn sickle cell patients into addicts. I have regular prescriptions for strong pain killers like Tramadol, diydrocodeine and diamorphine. Most days, I function quite well without these strong meds, but sometimes it is hard to ignore the pain. Managing the skill and developing the ability to perform adequately as an adult under the influence of strong medications has been something close to an art, that I have had to develop over the years. Sometimes, my reaction to the side effects of the medications can mean an early phone call to work to say I wouldn’t come in. Not many employers or managers have been accommodating. I have never been so insulted by medical professionals as when they have tried to suggest that I take less of painkilling medication and deal with the consequences. Or take up, pilates…..

Myth #4 – Sickle cell patients cannot take up physical exercise: I took part in active sports till September 2005 at least twice a month. Sadly, in September 2005, I went to play football with the guys after work and ended up in hospital for 12 days with pneumonia like symptoms and a blood clot on my left lung. That put an end to my budding footballing career, and Arsenal lost out on a world class striker that year. (I am talking about Henry, after 2005, he moved to Barcelona.) These days I do a lot of walking and moderate tasks for cardio vascular stimulation. Of course, as I have got older, I enjoy watching people on TV getting the cardio exercise that I need, and I am currently developing a process of mind transference so that I can equally benefit from athletes performances, just by me sitting on my couch.

Myth #4 – There is always a trigger to crisis: Not always, sometimes you just get unwell. It may have been due to an infinitesimal sequence of events or seemingly innocuous actions that you may not have taken seriously, quick trot for the bus (that gives me chest pain, so I no longer run for the bus); getting caught in a cold shower: enjoying too much sea air on a summer’s day (10 days in Whipps Cross after church trip to the coast); but I seem to have developed some internal sensors that warn me of when a crisis is looming so I need to slow down.

So those are some of the myths I aim to dissipate with stories of my experiences.

So what would I like for the future? I don’t know really, maybe access to a disabled car park once in a while so that I can drive to work on bad pain days; that I do not have to pay fully for all my medications every time I need them since I use them quite regularly;  managers who will be flexible enough to support staff members with a condition that has unpredictable onset.

I would also like people to just not assume that all I have said here relates to all sickle cell sufferers. Please speak to the individual you know about their experiences; they may not be the same as mine. We may have shared experiences, but not necessarily have everything in common. What we seem to share in common are the negative attitudes we face from some managers, work colleagues and medical professionals.

There! My public health campaign for the year completed.




Monday, 28 October 2019

It's been awhile

So I used to write the Blog under the title Ramblings of a Wandering Prodigal. well, it now turns out the one I was a prodigal to is no more. it has allowed a lot of introspection and I am more aware of my own mortality as hair has grown thinner, less teeth with more gaps, pace has slowed to a more sedate prowl (observers might think of it more as as kind of half-limp and amble as the hip has been giving me gyp lately).

The two things that remain are the fact that I love Jazz but love Jesus more, and secondly, if you find any grammatical errors, please point them out to me first, before Mummy sees them....

So I have decided to make this a bit more of an album review style as I tackle one of my passions, Jazz/fusion et al. Lately, I have had a renewed revival and the need to share with those who share my passion, and where possible attract a new audience to some of the new kids on the blocks. And some older kids to, who just haven't gotten off the block yet...

And out of all that DJ Shabash has emerged. This blog will be to review at least 3 albums that have caught my fancy but will be a chance to point you towards my live broadcasts on Saturday, Tuesday and Friday evenings. The publication will still be interspersed with random thoughts I have collected as I have walked this earth. Feel free to comment and at the bottom, I will add the links to my broadcasts, an upcoming podcast where I will be talking to friends and their love of music.


Touchdown by Bob James - 1978

This is one of the seminal and ground-breaking pieces of work by keyboardist Bob James, For those who have LPs, you will remember that this opened up, deceptively like a double album. That was the trade mark of the Tappan Zee label at the time,


The Personnel
First of all, this album had a lot of household names supporting him, and whilst at the time they were session players, they mostly all ended up with successful solo careers.Gary Kng, Eric Gale, Ron Carter, Steve Gadd, Hiram Bullock, Mongo Santamaria, Ralph MacDonald, Jon Faddi,; Randy Brecker, David Sanborn, Hubert Laws and  Idris Muhammad - a real musical who's who of the fusion age of the 70s and 80s.

The Tunes

Angela (Theme From "Taxi")
Touchdown
I Want To Thank You (Very Much)
Sun Runner

Caribbean Nights


There were only 5 tracks, by today's standards, one might feel they had been short-changed but the enduring quality of this album 40 years on is a testament not just to the music production but to the fans who have not allowed this to slip away into the abyss. Angela as the theme tune to the 80s Comedy starts with the Hubert Laws flute that hooks you straight away. but my favourite on this album is Sun Runner, and as an impressionable teenager, I remember listening to this and never wanting the tune to end. Having said that, every tun on here is a good piece of memorable music that will stay with you long after you have finished listening.

Maybe I am being presumptuous here but if you have never heard of Bob James before, then I would recommend this as your first taste into the musical ingenuity of the man. Since then he has released over 20 solo albums and had collaborations with Earl Klugh, Kirk Whalum, David Sanborn among others, and is also a founding member of the quartet, Fourplay.

5/5

Gunners fever


Sadly, I am an Arsenal fan. I say sadly because I have had to endure some really difficult days watching the team I love flounder under the weight of the reputation of the team with no backbone. Literally. The team crumbles with the ease of the Berlin wall in the face of the onslaught of freedom. Or in modern political parlance, with the ease of a changing Brexit deadline. I have already heard cries of Emery out - but that is the cry of feckless fans who have not asked themselves who would replace him. It is this kind of short-sightedness that many football management boards have possessed, leading to hiring and firing of managers as one would do to inept secretarial temps. However, this is a mores serious game and people should ask themselves, who would they want if Unai were to leave. I personally would love Freddie Ljunberg to take the reins for now as he is already part of the management team, but would like to see somebody like Vieira come in to breathe some fire and passion into players who are paid more than enough to run small African countries - and who collectively, deliver just as much. I am almost driven to cry out, much to my horror, "Wenger, come back, all is forgiven." Not really. Not yet.



Father to Son - Eric & Josh Willis - 2018


This is  a fantastic piece of work by keyboardist Eric Willis and his percussionist son,  Josh. I am currently researching this and next month I will have more to share with you but in the meantime I would recommend that you listen on any of the streaming services, you will not be disappointed.

Its strange that in this day and age, there can be so little information on the internet  regarding something so good. 

The Tunes

It's Alright
Softly Spoken
Father to Son
Stop on Tchoupitoulas (Chop-It-Two-Lus)
Freddie the Freeloader
My Lovely
We're Strolling
Walking in the Sunshine
Time (She Keeps Moving)
Epistemology (E-Pis-Stem-Ology)
In Succession
Santa Fe Moon
Enchanted Island
Those Who Love

My four favourite tunes on there at the moment are  Softly Spoken;  a cover of Miles Davis' Freddie the Freeloader, We're Strolling and Epistemology (E-Pis-Stem-Ology)

If anybody out there knows more about this father and son duo, please email me at my details below.

3/5 - until proper review

Trending stupidly

Social media brings out the worst in people. Okay, for some of us, once in a while, in that moment of boredom, or flash of inspiration, will capture a moment in our lives that we feel compelled to share with others. Sometimes, it might be a selfie, or a picture that you think caught the right mood.

However, there have been times when others have been compelled to be idiotic enough to go the extra mile, like eating full meals on the train to prove a meaningless point.There is currently a video of a young man who sets up a table to woo and date some very unwilling - and embarrassed women. At first I found the concept quite novel and funny but by third date the fad had grown old and tired.

The other thing I have found rather amusing is when "influencers" try to use their perceived fame and fortune(less) to gain favour and freebies at establishments like hotels and restaurants. Whilst I admire their bold-faced shame (my  opinion), I applaud the establishments that are fighting back and not be bullied by self-proclaimed influncers (of what) to take advantage of what we the working and paying public would rightly do, that is, pay for a service.

My final album review is from Wilton Felder, formerly of the Crusaders


Secrets - Wilton Felder - 1985

By the mid-90s, the original Crusaders had disbanded with Joe Sample in particular, Wyne Henderson and Wilton Felder pursuing successful solo careers.

Wilton collaborated with Bobby Womack, with whom he had worked  before on his solo  Inherit the Wind album to come up with Secrets.

Players
Dean Parks, Joe Sample, Nathan East, Ndugu Chancler, Abe Laboriel, David T Walker, Wilton Felder, Bobby Womack on vocals



There was commercial success with No Matter How Hard I Try with Bobby Womack's unique, raspy vocals, but i also love the Truth Song on which he featured as well.

There is a lot of good bass playing, which is not surprising bearing in mind there was East, Laboriel and Parks. However, Felder is allowed to lead and showcase what he is good at on all the tracks  Eve Joe Sample's trademark keyboards seem subdued and you would be pushed to hear him on his solo work. This album certainly belongs to Felder.

I obtained this album in 1991, and the soulful  I Found You has soothed my nerves many a time.

I think back in the day, I had this on cassette tape, and that poor tape played itself to ribbons.

The Tunes

Secrets
No Matter How I Get
La Luz
The Truth Song
I Found  You
Mr Scoots

4/5

So long until November ending.

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